wook77: (Deamus with Seamus)
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Title: Untitled
Author: [livejournal.com profile] wook77
Rating: G
Pairing: Dean and Seamus
Wordcount: 189
Summary: Seamus doesn't want what he doesn't have.
A/N: Day 14 of the Fic Advent Calendar.



In the end, it was the soft glide of fingertips down his arm that he missed the most. The way Dean'd had of touching him, lightning quick as he drifted down Seamus's arm to get his attention or to remind him that Dean was there. He didn't miss Dean, didn't miss the fighting and the disappointed looks, wouldn't miss the comfort of a warm body in the middle of the night that would be far too easy to roll over and embrace.

Besides, Dean'd said from the very beginning that they were making a mistake, changing the rules of their relationship and that Seamus always had to push. He wasn't one for planning, wasn't that what Dean had said? Turned out that Dean was right, always fecking right and saying, "I told you so". Christ but that had always annoyed Seamus, made him long for those gentle touches and the long artistic fingers.

All in all, it was better that it was this way. They still exchanged Christmas cards, after all. He wasn't going to ask for anything more as he was quite sure he didn't want it again.

As always, I'd love to hear what you thought!


Here - have a song - Just Like U Said It Would B by Sinead O'Connor.

Date: 2006-12-15 07:41 pm (UTC)
oconel: oconel's Flowers (Strange Days)
From: [personal profile] oconel
*sniff*

Beautiful, but sad.

Date: 2006-12-16 12:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wook77.livejournal.com
Thank you! I'm in a bit of an odd mood so this sort of came out of it.

Date: 2006-12-16 01:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kaalee.livejournal.com
*sobs* Though, beautifully done. ♥ I utterly loved the first line.

Date: 2006-12-18 09:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wook77.livejournal.com
Thanks so much for the comments.

I gotta tell ya... your Seamus? If I'd seen him last night, he'd be trembling in fear. He had me sniffling with the "fuckbuddy" thing. GAH. I wanted to stomp my foot and demand that he "fix it RIGHT NOW".

Date: 2006-12-19 01:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kaalee.livejournal.com


[it was making me crazy to write. sometimes I had to walk away from the computer because I was wanting to just smack him. ♥]

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