wook77: (Deamus - Kiss)
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Title: Memories as a Teacup: Chapter 14
Author: [livejournal.com profile] wook77
Pairing:: Dean/Seamus (other slash and het pairings contained within)
Rating: PG (Eventual rating: Hard R to NC-17)
100quills prompt: 5. Fixed
Warnings: Canon compliant through DH. Pre-Epilogue. Additional Warnings at the beginning of Chapter 1.
Wordcount: Overall: ~70k This part: 2300
Summary: Four years ago, Dean Thomas died in the midst of a raid. Seamus saw it happen right in front of his eyes but seeing isn't believing and reality is in the eye of the beholder.
A/N: Many many thanks to [livejournal.com profile] nefernat and [livejournal.com profile] elanorofcastile for the beta job. All remaining mistakes are my own.

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The knock echoed in the narrow confines of the small hallway. When the door opened, Seamus was quick to put his foot in the door. "I'm sorry for coming over here unannounced but I've – "

"You aren't welcome," Dean's mam stated plainly. When she went to shut the door, Seamus's foot pinched and he flinched.

"Dean's in hospital." Dean's mam pulled the door open half an inch as she gaped at him. "They're trying to fix his memories and he wants you."

"He wants me?" She sounded hopeful and, at the same time, lost. Seamus put on his most sincere expression.

"He said it himself. He's not happy with you but he needs you because you're his mam and that means more to him. I know you and I don't see eye to eye about this and I know that you blame me but can you please put it aside for just a bit and come with me to see him? Please?"

"I'll get my coat." She didn't offer him admittance into the flat and he didn't ask. Instead, he waited in the hallway until she came out. They'd had such a good relationship until that seventh year. He'd run wild at the Thomas's during the summers just like Dean had run wild at his own place. He could remember sitting at the table while Mrs Thomas baked or cooked for them. They'd hide in Dean's room and pretend to do their summer reading while they and Mrs Thomas knew full well that they'd been looking at skin mags or talking about Quidditch or football or anything else that little boys could think of to talk about. After that seventh year, the relationship had been a bit tense but hadn't been anything that they weren't able to work through. When Dean and him had started dating, she'd hugged him. Now, she could barely stand to look at him let alone speak.

"Could Apparate us, if you'd like. It'd be quicker." She gave an abrupt nod and Seamus held on to her arms and then they were in St. Mungo's. Stepping back quickly, Seamus gestured towards the hall, "He's this way."

The walk was made in silence. As they passed Parvati, Seamus saw her start to speak and gestured at her for later. When they reached the doorway to Dean's room, Seamus paused. "His head aches and he says it echoes. So speak quietly, yeah?"

"Of course," she said. Seamus gave a nod and opened the door.

"Dean? Mate? You've a visitor."

At the sound of his voice, Dean rolled over and looked to the door. Seamus stepped back as Dean stared at his mum and croaked out, "Mum?"

"Oh my baby," she whispered and then walked across the room and held on to him. Feeling like an intruder, Seamus shut the door and then leaned against it, closing his eyes. Hopefully, Dean wouldn't get pissed at him. Hopefully, Dean would be happy about it. Hopefully, Dean would see that Seamus was willing to get Dean what he wanted. Arms came around him and Seamus leaned in, breathing in the scent of hydrangeas that clung to Parvati.

"It'll be all right, love, I promise."

"What if it isn't? What if this is it?" He held on tightly.

"Then that's the way it is. What will be, will be. What is, is."

"Fucking Indian mysticism," Seamus cursed into her neck and then gave a small laugh.

"You're just jealous, you and your Irish fatalism." She gave a squeeze and then released him. "Everything will work out for the best, you have to believe it."

"Little hard to do that right now." Seamus raked a hand through his hair and then changed the subject. "Heard from Dennis lately?"

"Nothing. I've owled him several times but haven't heard a thing. What will be, will be," she repeated and then smiled sadly at him. "We can't fix everyone and everything, much as we'd like. Dennis will have to fix Dennis."

"I'd just feel better if he'd at least talk to one of us. Doesn't have to be me or you, even. Just someone so that we'd know if he'd offed himself or not."

"I'm sure he hasn't offed himself. Drunk himself into a stupor and done something stupid? Yes, I can see that. If he were going to kill himself, he would've done it years ago."

The door opened a crack and Dean's mam looked out. "Dean's asking for both of you."

Seamus and Parvati both entered the room. When Dean's mam sat next to him, holding on to his hand, Seamus felt a twinge of jealousy but pushed it down. This wasn't the time nor the place. Dean was finally talking to his mam and that was much more important than anything else.

"Vati? Could you tell mum about what's going on? I tried but I didn't make much sense."

"Of course," she said and then explained the procedure and the hopeful outcome.

~~**~~


Dean chafed at being at hospital for so long. He'd got used to the emptiness in his head or, at least, as used to it as expected. Light no longer bothered him and his headache had abated to a tolerable level. Much as he appreciated how hard everyone was working for him, he wanted out of here desperately.

Seamus's daily visits kept him sane in the midst of the lack of progress. There were times that Dean could tell that Seamus had to reach for a cheerful disposition and Dean appreciated that even as he wanted to smack Seamus for it. The helplessness was what was really annoying him, not Seamus.

His mum visited and, though the visits were strained, Dean tried to be polite to her. They didn't talk about how she'd kept the past from him. They didn't talk about any of that. Instead, they talked about the diagnosis and the treatment. His dad came with her a couple of times and those visits were a little less strained. Whenever his family's visits coincided with Seamus's, the tension in the room would increase until Dean's headaches came back and he'd need the curtains drawn because the light was too much. At least his dad made an effort to talk to Seamus. Dean's mum would glare until Seamus finally gave up and left.

His sisters' trips were much less strained as they talked about almost everything that didn't have to do with his memories or the past. Instead, they'd tell stories of Farrah's kids or Kerry's latest dating escapades. The first time that their time coincided with Seamus, Seamus started to back out but they bade him enter.

"You two back together, then?" Farrah asked baldly.

"Uh, no," Seamus stumbled over the words and flushed.

"Why not?" Kerry asked.

"It, um, it's complicated."

"Right, sure," Kerry said and Dean could tell that she wasn't buying it. "Still doing that police thing?"

"No, I'm with an international sport agency."

"That why you're not dating my brother anymore? Too many hot athletic guys?" Kerry winked to take the heat from her remark.

"That's it entirely. Who'd want an artist when he could have an athlete?" Seamus winked at Dean as he said it. Hurt curled but then slowly disappeared as Seamus continued, "After all, everyone would want dumb and fit over creative and fit any day. Brains are such a deterrent, aren't they?"

"They really are. Who wants a man that can think? You lot are only around to lift heavy things and get shite off the top shelf in the kitchen."

"Sod off, lass, you know we're good for more than that and if you'd ever date a bloke with a brain, you'd know that." Seamus reached out and patted Dean's arm. "Just ask your brother."

"Don't look at me," Dean said as he held up his hands as if to ward the conversation off. "Can't remember, remember?"

"What an excuse." Farrah slapped his arm. "You'll have to stop using that as soon as you get your memories back."

"I think I'll keep using it. Gets you two to visit me, doesn't it? You all fetch and carry, just like a pair of birds should do." Dean laughed as Kerry and Farrah gave twin roars and then hit him with pillows. "Oi! Injured man here! You should be coddling me! Save me, Seamus!"

"You got yourself into that one, even I'm not stupid enough to insult your sisters. Christ but they're fearsome creatures, aren't they?"

"Creatures?!" They both shrieked and changed their attack over to Seamus. Dean laughed until he cried. These visits were so much better than his mum's.

"That's it! I'm going back to work where I get some respect!" Seamus laughed while he yelled and then, with a quick squeeze of Dean's hand, left them alone.

In the silence that followed, Dean wasn't at all certain what to say. Kerry, though, didn't have the same hesitation, "You both worked. Mum wouldn't let us say anything but you did. I'm glad you're back together."

"We're not, not really. We're in this sort of limbo, yeah? Tiptoeing around one another and …"

"He loves you and I can tell you love him with or without your memories." Kerry slid onto the bed next to Dean and leaned her head against his shoulder. "You guys worked."

Farrah sat down against his other side, making it a tight fit but Dean didn't care as she laid her head against his shoulder, too. "You did. More, you will again."

"Yeah?"

"Yeah."

~~**~~


The owl fluttered to a stop and then a letter rested on the edge of his desk. It certainly had to be something important if he'd got an owl instead of an inner-office letter. After giving the owl a treat from his desk, he opened the letter before promptly dropping it.

He'd been summoned to appear before the Wizengamot in the trial of Rodolphus Lestrange and Antonin Dolohov regarding their treatment of Muggleborns and the experimentation. This was an unmitigated disaster waiting to happen. Lestrange would tell all and sundry about Seamus beating on him. Then Seamus would face a trial of his own and, Christ sake. Christ sake. He was fucked.

It was hard to go back to concentrating on the logistics involved in getting so many departments working together for the next Quidditch World Cup. He'd have to talk to the Aurors – oh Christ, he was fucked – about safety precautions what with the trials being so close to the Cup itself. Then there were the Obliviators – oh fuck, what if they Obliviated him and sent him off? There were the Muggle Liasons and his boss and Kingsley and… and he was borrowing trouble sure as the day was long, he was borrowing trouble.

"Dean still in hospital, then?" The voice startled him out of his panic. When he looked up, he saw Ron leaning in the doorway. "Going to miss the match, he stays in there much longer."

"Vati thinks he'll get released soon. They want to make sure there aren't any other effects from the extraction. Maybe even tomorrow if our luck holds." Seamus beckoned Ron in, "Come on in. You here to get some tickets or something? I've a few to see the Kestrals. You want 'em, they're yours."

"See you got the summons." Ron entered and sat on the chair pushed in the corner.

"Aye, I did, yeah. You too?" Seamus combed his hand through his hair as he resisted the urge to chew on a fingernail.

"Yeah, figured it was a matter of course, really. We're the ones that found out the information so we're needed to testify." Ron tapped a hand on the desk. "Stop worrying. Harry and I have your back. Doesn't really matter, either."

"You're not the one who shouldn't have been there, are you?" Seamus raked a hand through his hair once more. He could really use a pint right about now. That thought sobered him more than any other. Perhaps he'd had more of a problem than he'd known about. "The reinstatement was temporary and I abused it. I'll take me knocks."

"There won't be any. You're worrying over nothing just like I told Harry you would."

"Fuck off, Ron, when did you get to be all-knowing? Hermione rub off on you, then?"

"Rub one off, maybe," Ron said while tossing a rude gesture.

"Just let her hear you talk like that, mate, and you'll be fucked and it won't be in the good way." Seamus laughed as Ron looked about.

"I hate you, Finnigan, I really do. Why did I ever miss you?"

"My charming personality? My amazing wit? My hot arse?" Seamus winked and then dug through the papers on his desk. "Kestrals tickets. You want 'em?"

"Course I do. They're the only thing that makes me want to have you around all the time, you pervy bastard." Ron stood and grabbed the tickets. "You sure Dean's up for the match later?"

"Yeah, sure he will be."

"He get anything back yet?"

"Nothing. They're still working on something or another. I don't really understand it. Parvati opens her mouth and it's like she's speaking another language or something."

"I understand that one. Hermione starts talking about her work and I end up just smiling and nodding except when she looks pissed then I try to scowl a bit. So much easier when we were in school, weren't it?" Ron ducked as a memo flew past his head. "Right, work. I'll catch up with you later. Don't worry over the summons."

"Yeah, ta." Seamus waved him out and opened the memo. His boss needed a report on the space needs for the various tents.

"Working hard or hardly working?" This voice was another shock. When Seamus looked up, he saw Dennis standing in the doorway.

As always, I'd love to hear what you thought.


Chapter 15

Date: 2008-07-12 12:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] k-leeny.livejournal.com
Dennis!

But with him back things are going too smoothly. Nooooo! That feeling of bad things to come is just getting stronger with each chapter.

I love Dean's sisters. Will we get so see any more of them?

Date: 2008-07-15 08:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wook77.livejournal.com
Ack! Maybe there will be just happiness from here on out!

Dean's sisters are love, aren't they? I see them as quite a bit younger than him. *checks mental plotline* They're in one more scene. I think.

♥ you for your commenting all the time!

Date: 2008-07-12 12:29 am (UTC)
ext_77335: (love you so kiss)
From: [identity profile] iamshadow.livejournal.com
I love that despite things being still up in the air with Dean's memories, he's reconnected with his family. That's really important.

And Dennis is around, and not dead (or dead drunk) in a ditch somewhere. I was worried about him.

Date: 2008-07-15 08:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wook77.livejournal.com
It really is and I thought the timing was important, too. That he was able to reconnect with his mother while still bitter about things was important to showing how much he loves her. That she was able to go to him while he was in the midst of all this and smack in the middle of Wizarding Britain was also important to showing how much she loves him.

Dennis is around! And he's love, isn't he? He's not dead yet!

♥ you!

Date: 2008-07-12 12:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shygryf.livejournal.com
i am glad dennis is not dead

I adore all the banter.

still waiting for something horrid to happen.

Date: 2008-07-15 08:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wook77.livejournal.com
:D The banter was wicked amounts of fun to write. The two sisters were hilarious. I just thought up the most random shit and typed it out to see if it worked.

You people thinking that I'm just going to kill them all :P

♥ you!

Date: 2008-07-15 09:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shygryf.livejournal.com
we have been hanging around soltice muse too long and Dennis seems to be wearing a red shirt still

<3 you too!

Date: 2008-07-12 02:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mahmfic.livejournal.com
i didn't know that dean still fancied seamus! but hell, it's awesome to know that. i love how you write seamus' accent. it's so perfect. and omg, i gasped when dennis made an appearence. and this line made me laugh so much:"Fucking Indian mysticism."

Date: 2008-07-15 08:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wook77.livejournal.com
Hee! They're meant to be, of course :D.

Seamus's accent has taken me years to develop. Years and a lot of rp'ing, tbh. I love the way that Irish speakers flow - it's much more lyrical than my north-eastern US accent. I'll never quite capture it, methinks, as I think you have to be a native speaker to get it down completely but I do love it :D.

And hee! Poor Parvati for having to put up with Seamus.

Date: 2008-07-12 04:14 am (UTC)
the_rainbow_jen: (claw - unfathomable)
From: [personal profile] the_rainbow_jen
cliffhanger!

evil woman :P

But yay for family healing, and a new plot conflict!

Date: 2008-07-15 09:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wook77.livejournal.com
HEEE! I'm good at those!

At least the family has started to heal.

The plot conflict came up a bit earlier but was blown off in the midst of a bunch of other things which is what I was hoping would happen - that Dean's stuffs would supercede anything that Seamus might have going on elsewhere in his life. It shows the importance of Dean.

♥ you!

Date: 2008-07-12 06:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] darespeak.livejournal.com
:D
everyone loves a cliffhanger :P

Date: 2008-07-15 09:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wook77.livejournal.com
They definitely do :D

Date: 2008-07-12 09:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] true-masquerade.livejournal.com
I love Seamus and Ron's easy relationship, the way they both give it as good as they get ;-) The banter seems like a good grown-up extension of Ron's personality. (I hope that made even a little bit of sense!) And I loved this bit :-D

Hermione starts talking about her work and I end up just smiling and nodding except when she looks pissed then I try to scowl a bit.

Oh, Ron! I love it.

And I love Farrah and Kerry, do they get to be in more of the story?

Date: 2008-07-15 11:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wook77.livejournal.com
I'm so beyond glad that you mentioned the Ron in this because I'm not very good at Ron (and by not very good, I mean, I'm rubbish at it).

Poor Ron - after all these years, he still doesn't quite get how Hermione works :D.

I'm fairly certain that they're in one more scene. I've been looking through the story and I think they're both in that one scene. They are lots of fun, aren't they? They were really fun to write because I got to just type out the most random conversations.

♥ for commenting.

Date: 2008-07-16 12:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] true-masquerade.livejournal.com
No, I like your Ron! I think you've let him be cooler than people tend to do. Not rubbish at all!

I'm looking forward to this week's installment :D

Date: 2008-07-13 06:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] writersblock76.livejournal.com
Loved it, particularly with that nice little cliffhanger (yay, Dennis!). But I do get the feeling you're building to something intensely bad, and for that I'm scared. *whimpers* Can't wait till the next chapter!

Date: 2008-07-15 11:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wook77.livejournal.com
:( Everyone thinks I'm going to do something horrible. You never know, it might be something very nice indeed :D. Dennis is ♥.

New chapter coming tomorrow!

Date: 2008-07-13 09:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] star98hope.livejournal.com
Yay, I'm caught up!

I'm glad Dean's started to re-connect with his family. His sisters are great! Nice for them to give Dean some reassurance about his relationship with Seamus.

I hope nothing crazy happens at the hearing. :\

And Dennis is alive! Phew! Looking forward to hearing what he's been up to....

Date: 2008-07-15 11:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wook77.livejournal.com
:D YAYES!!!

I commented above with this but I'll repeat here... I think that it's important at this point for Dean to connect with his family. He's in the heart of Wizarding Britain and his mum was willing to come to him even though he's doing that she doesn't support and he's willing to put up with her coddling while there because they both love one another. I never wanted to actually villainize (is that even a word?) her but I wanted to show her as an over-protective mum.

I think it depends on your definition of crazy!

Yes! Still alive for now! He's awesome, isn't he?

♥ you for commenting!

Date: 2008-07-15 12:58 pm (UTC)
oconel: oconel's Flowers (Deamus)
From: [personal profile] oconel
Dennis is back!! I hope that's not a sign of trouble.

I'm glad that Dean and his mum are talking. They'll work it out. :D

And I love the fact that Dean and Seamus still attract each other, with or without Dean's memories.

Date: 2008-07-15 11:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wook77.livejournal.com
oh man :(. Everyone thinks I'm going to be absolutely horrible to Dennis.

They will work it out :D

They do and I think it's lovely that no matter what, they're attracted to one another. It's not just the history there. There's more.

Date: 2008-07-22 08:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wolfietala.livejournal.com
Okay this is one of the things that made me hate being on holiday without a computer XD

I love Dean's sisters! they're amazing!
and OH MY GOD DENNIS IS BACK! *runs round screaming*
I think the next chapters up so i'm gonna run and read that now if it is!

*runs*

xx<3

Date: 2008-07-23 11:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wook77.livejournal.com
:( Well, you've plenty to catch up on!!!

Dennis is love, isn't he? He's just beyond brilliant, really. Dean's sisters are rather awesome, too. There was more to their bickering in an earlier version of this chapter but I decided to cut some of it.

<3

Date: 2010-02-13 07:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] katmarajade.livejournal.com
The fact that Seamus goes to Dean's house to get Dean's mum is one of my favorite parts of this fic and one of the many reasons that I love him. She slams the door on him, he knows that she hates him right now, knows how hard going there is going to be, and does it anyway. for Dean. But Mrs. T gets major mum points here too-- because, even though she's pissed off and hurt and hates the messenger, she hears 'my baby needs me' and is all, 'let's roll.' No hesitation.

Dean's sisters are amazing here! I love them! Did you ever write more about them? I think you'd said you meant to, but I don't know if it ever happened. *curious shrug* "That's it entirely. Who'd want an artist when he could have an athlete?" Seamus winked at Dean as he said it. Hurt curled but then slowly disappeared as Seamus continued, "After all, everyone would want dumb and fit over creative and fit any day. Brains are such a deterrent, aren't they?" hehe! Love Seamus!

And Ron Weasley is BACK with his kickass comic relief! You use him so well in this fic-- it never feels really obvious like 'hello, I am here only to be funny for a moment then will proceed to disappear until my one-liner skills are needed again' which happens a lot in some fics. He's just amazing and cracks me up-- I understand that one. Hermione starts talking about her work and I end up just smiling and nodding except when she looks pissed then I try to scowl a bit. hehe!

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