Man, this is really turning into a rant about everything type journal. It really wasn't meant that way.
My family is driving me nuts. My sister is charging me full price for a bunch of crap that we were supposed to go together on and then not taking off for different things I paid her for. It's driving me insane. I'm in a horribly depressed mood because of this, which isn't helping my life much.
My life had been going very well. I have great friends that I love to be with, I have an active social life for the first time since I left the University of Arizona and even before that. I love my job, even if my boss drives me nuts sometimes. I volunteer with a great organization. I have hobbies that keep me busy. I have my Star Wars and Harry Potter obsessions. I even met a very nice guy last friday. We hung out on Saturday in a group and exchanged some kisses (my favorite part of a relationship). We went out on Sunday and I had a very good time.
Then, all this crap with my mother and sister started and there went the good mood. On Wednesday, this dude called and I was a bit standoffish because I'm withdrawing from everything (my normal when depressed). I didn't mean to be that way, it just came out. I prolly crapped it up but there's my life for you.
Things always get better and my motto in life is "it'll happen when it's meant to happen" so I keep trying to trust in this... it'll happen.
My family is driving me nuts. My sister is charging me full price for a bunch of crap that we were supposed to go together on and then not taking off for different things I paid her for. It's driving me insane. I'm in a horribly depressed mood because of this, which isn't helping my life much.
My life had been going very well. I have great friends that I love to be with, I have an active social life for the first time since I left the University of Arizona and even before that. I love my job, even if my boss drives me nuts sometimes. I volunteer with a great organization. I have hobbies that keep me busy. I have my Star Wars and Harry Potter obsessions. I even met a very nice guy last friday. We hung out on Saturday in a group and exchanged some kisses (my favorite part of a relationship). We went out on Sunday and I had a very good time.
Then, all this crap with my mother and sister started and there went the good mood. On Wednesday, this dude called and I was a bit standoffish because I'm withdrawing from everything (my normal when depressed). I didn't mean to be that way, it just came out. I prolly crapped it up but there's my life for you.
Things always get better and my motto in life is "it'll happen when it's meant to happen" so I keep trying to trust in this... it'll happen.