"The relationships and dynamics are just so sad and crappy."

Gosh, yes, since I was already a fan of Infernal Affaire, I knew it wasn't ending well, but I'm still bitter each time I saw it, coz damn, Billy deserved so much more!!! Nothing is simple in it, no one is totally good or bad, and it's the saddest thing (and also one of the most intersting thing in the damn movie).

And yes, I checked out departed_fic, I think I read all I could find in the fandom so far (it needs more love... like pretty much half of my fandoms! XD)